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You said:

Okay, problems that I'm in love with. Food insecurity, dependency, malnutrition, and then like additional diseases because of the malnutrition, cooking, food quality, food safety, and then this all kind of related to well-being and health for people in distinct regions and places like remote areas like Arctic regions and other people and then also this related to indigenous people in a way because I like this idea of indigenous knowledge of nutrition and then the environment, ecosystem, and then agricultural practices and then feed practices that they have, cooking practices, and other stuff that they have like local indigenous plants. So all related to that and also cultural practices related with food. I liked it a lot. And then another issue that I'm interested in is mental health and then health of the nervous system. I think it's neurodiversity, like one of the subtopics here, control of the emotions and then distending their emotions and then all the other aspects of neurodivergency like neurodivergent symptoms and struggles and, for example, how to communicate better, form relationships better, how to learn, how to manage the sensory system regulation, how to kind of work with tactile system like as a soft question, for example, because it's something that really shocks me in a way. And then another topic that I'm interested in is connecting with nature, how people can feel more connection with nature, a better connection in the urbanized areas. And the mental health may be issues related with that or well-being related to the connection with nature and then connection with the body. So, yeah, it's like these questions like that. All the questions that related to my own, like some kind of diseases or I'm not understanding something in the material world, so biology, biochemistry of, I don't know, body itself, how it functions, how it's got diseases and illnesses and all that stuff. Also, other pains of mine maybe that's related with, I don't know, learning languages or just learning or, I don't know, finding a job or orienting myself in the world and then looking for meaning behind it in a philosophical level and then trying to find a job that will suit this meaning. So, all that questions. Also, I'm interested in just and fair economic systems, politics, self-organizations in general, like how to create more just and transparent governance, how to create more inclusive management of the groups and governments as well, how to make decisions which are more inclusive and more just and transparent and fair, how to create policy that will be just, fair and inclusive, working and living with people in terms of self-organization as well. And then part of it is history, I think. So, yeah, these questions that I think have on top of my mind that I am interested in and this is the problem that I am focused on.

ChatGPT said:

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Got it. Would you like to dive deeper into any specific problem or explore how they interconnect?

You said:

Another question I was asked and this is the answer. Is thinking about your positive contribution to the world in terms of input caps a good fit for you? Why or why not? And I said yes, I think in this way it fits me well because it fits in my desire to do something different, something that is non-conformist, creative, innovative, and maybe do something that was neglected. So that's in that way, input gap of the issue analysis, it is a good fit for me, but at the same time it can be no because it doesn't account my strengths and weaknesses and whether I'll be able to do actually what I've uncovered during this input gap analysis. And I have a lot of doubts about my ADHD and ASD diagnosis, so there is something that not fits me well. The second question that I have, what are the biggest unknowns in the input gap you would like to explore? And one of them I think that I at least covered and I want to think of is, yeah, one of them is how the values of consumers can be changed gradually and then how we can change the production systems or overall the food systems, how they can be changed positively, like rearranged in a way or reorganized in a way. For example, global trade question, how it can be redefined in a new era and what it would be about because before it was like an idea how to ensure that there will be no more wars and there actually are still wars and global wars as well. And that creates additional tension, so that is not, I think, what they achieved in this. So I want to redefine the global trade and what it would be about and help to do that. So this is the answer for question number two.

ChatGPT said:

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Would you like to refine or expand on these ideas further, or discuss how to approach these challenges practically?

You said:

Another question that I had answered is the question of... I want to add in this question that I want to further explore in the impact gap analysis. I think I do not know a lot about the nutrition, like on a biological level, like of the persons themselves, like how it depends from different things. And yeah, I would like to know more about nutrition of different kind of people, child, pregnant mothers, people older like seniors etc. etc.

ChatGPT said:

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Noted. Would you like suggestions for resources or approaches to delve into this area further?

You said:

So the third question that I need to answer is what are your next steps after this morning's work? Where are loose ends you would like to explore more? I think my next step here is talk to a course instructor to understand how what a role I can create for myself and where I can find it, like based on my key strengths and resources. I want to understand who makes decisions and what kind of decisions I can do better. And that's what we already have done. Basically, I explained to him my approach and he said, yeah, you can do this, this, this, according to what I feel you're saying right now. And yeah, my next, next step will be after this. I, what I've done, I kind of answered the questions or exercise about what kind of shit sandwich I am, mostly can endure good and what kind of things I'm not able to endure. This is like journaling exercise about this. And I wrote something about it as well. And I explained something about that, that I want to also share with you later in the next voice message. So yeah, and then all my next, next, next step will be to like gather everything together. Compare, analyze, understand, get something more like generic, maybe some generic things that are repeating. So I think, yeah, that is my next steps. And then another next step would be to apply this for the courses that I have right now, like in terms of this is my key strengths. This is how I want to, my learning experience to be organized. And yeah, now I want to understand how to reorganize my learning experience with compulsory projects. So I will be able to pass the examinations and then I will be able to keep up with the classes in January, for example. And yeah, this is, this is my, this is my approach that I want to do. And then, and then I will do, after that I will do later, not today, but later I will do my project and I will define further more like what kind of roles maybe, or maybe I can do that actually now. And then I can compare with the help of ChargePT what I'm good at, what I can endure better with the roles and things that I will found. And yeah, therefore I will be able to create some kind of like streamline, some kind of process of my career and goal, like in positions. And yeah, and then, and then I will be able to kind of, yeah, and then I will be able more also to organize something about my studies as well, like to once again, analyze my program, the choice of my courses, how it all fit together, how to maybe redefine, re-understand my compulsory projects and how it can fit to what I'm like envisioning. So yeah.

ChatGPT said:

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It seems like you have a well-thought-out plan. Do you want support in structuring any of these steps or identifying tools to streamline your analysis and alignment process?

You said:

So, what I am good at, what are my strengths? I think I'm good at synthesizing theory from ethics class. I'm good at understanding more abstract information. And then I'm good at controlling myself in terms of not going far away from tasks. From the assignments, for example, I always try to keep in mind what we are trying to do, what we are trying to achieve, what we are trying to learn here, and then kind of keep that meaning inside myself, so I will be able to also understand my own goals maybe here. And I also ask other people what are their goals and what they are hoping to achieve and what they do like about it. So, yeah, I think this is a good thing is to remember always why I'm doing what I'm doing and then having that deeper understanding is something that is very important for me and what I try to do as well. And also I'm good with rules, with understanding some kind of instructions, rules, like programs, I don't know, dealing with complexities of rules and bureaucracy. So, yeah, that's something that I'm good at. I'm good at basically connecting ideas, connecting dots, creating storyline, I don't know, planning, designing the processes or projects, and then ideating because of it, I think I'm good at it. I'm good at decomposing or like doing some actionable plans, right, that are out of something bigger and then I'm good at initiating projects because of it. I'm good at connecting people and connecting people with other people like some sort of matchmaking and then connecting people with information, with opportunities, with, yeah, something like that. What I'm also good at, I'm good at researching articles, I know it. Yeah, I'm good at like, yeah, okay, no, there's a lot of questions. So this is like what I'm good at. This is like something that I answered, one of the questions, and then there is another question, so I will answer them later.

ChatGPT said:

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Would you like help in leveraging these strengths for a specific goal or project?

You said:

Other questions that I'm good at, other questions, the answers. The question, for example, what I cannot not to do, like what I need to do in order to survive. And, for example, in childhood I think I was reading, I was feeding my curiosity, I was browsing Internet, I was finding a lot of interesting, fascinating facts, and that was like my favorite kind of, I don't know, hobby in a way. Then I also liked playing games with friends, like group games, I don't know, some volleyball, or we had also some yard games, like we've done a lot. Then I liked a lot doing Lego, like constructing something according to the instructions and then creating something on my own. I liked Harry Potter books, and I read them a lot during childhood, and then I read all the other science fiction and other kind of fantasy, I don't know, books that I could have found. I also did a lot of self-reflection, I think. I wrote some sort of diaries since, I think, teenage years, and then I was writing poems, and I kind of self-expressed myself and self-reflected myself from this. And then I was ideating, and then I was doing collages out of journals, and I liked the idea of collecting pictures from journals, I liked the aesthetics of it, like cutting out something from journals and pictures that I liked and then keeping it, so I liked it a lot as well. I did poems, a little bit, I've done some sort of ornaments, I don't know, designing and writing or drawing, I've done a lot of pictures, it looks like almost a mandala, I don't know, like some kind of ornament that I draw and came up, I think, myself with this idea, so I've done some sort of like this, and I draw it a lot, I think, during my studies in my school. That's what I liked during childhood. There are no other questions.

ChatGPT said:

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Would you like help connecting these childhood passions to your current strengths and goals?

You said:

So yeah, another question that I had is like what I've liked to do, like just when I didn't do a lot of the things and I had a sabbatical some time ago, and what I've liked to do is on my own I've done a lot of the researching. Like I specifically liked about this that I was able to research some topics that I'm interested in. For example, I'm interested in sex and gender and sexuality and other topics that I'm not specifically sure about. But yeah, yeah, basically my idea was not specifically about researching these articles, but reorganizing the information in such a way that it will be more clear, more structured, more practical. For example, that was like something that I was fascinating, is I'm creating some kind of structure for this information that will be easy and comprehensible for people, and then it will be holistic about sex and gender and sexuality and how people can understand better on these topics for themselves. Also, recently, I got interested in the topic of self-realization, self-fulfillment, and I also was like interested in how to express yourself with personality, with personal style, with accessories and everything, and like how it's actually working, how people can do that. So I got fascinated by that, and it is like for me it's like deep search of the topic and then restructuring the information in a way that will be comprehensible and easy, applicable for people for their own kind of exploration. For example, creating some kind of workbooks or some kind of, I don't know, tests or some kind of, I don't know, things that can be applicable. Also, I've done a project similar to that. I think also one of the three days that I had is about STDs, because STDs information is so badly misinformation. There is a lot of misinformation, and I wanted to create something for Russian-speaking community or even English-speaking community to all kind of understand where the actual danger is and how to prevent STDs to spread into you and etc. etc. So this was like the main thing for me, to reorganize and make it more useful. Now, right now, I am learning the topic that I'm really interested in is food and all things about food and how to also structure and reorganize it in a way, and yeah, that was something that I was doing a lot, and then what I've done also, another thing that I've done during sabbatical, I will do it in the next audio.

ChatGPT said:

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What you've outlined shows your strong drive to turn complex, misunderstood topics into accessible, actionable knowledge. Let me know if you'd like help connecting these efforts to your larger goals!

You said:

Okay, another thing that I was doing a lot during this break, sabbatical, is sending information, opportunities, spreading information to people, communities, different, and connecting them with opportunity or some kind of thoughts or some kind of information. That's what I've done a lot. Then I did a lot of the self-reflection during the sabbatical, understanding what I want, where I want to go, and that I think is something that I cannot not do. Self-reflection is something very embedded in me, and I need time and space to process things. If I'm not having that, that's a really bad effect on me. I need to understand my emotions, I need to understand what is going on, what I believe in, what I want, what I like. So yeah, it's a lot. I also connected with people a lot, I think, during the sabbatical. In a way, I organized some communities, some events for people to connect, so I like the idea of connecting people and enabling them to have a dialogue, to get to know each other, so I liked it a lot. Also, I wrote a lot during the sabbatical, I think. I wrote some useful or not useful thoughts of myself and self-reflected my experience, what else I did. And it was nice to hear that the people found some information is useful, and they found somebody because of it, so my spreading of information is kind of sometimes not relevant to everybody or not relevant to the person even that I sent to, but over their time with the feedback, I think it is becoming more and more precise, and yeah, it is something useful. That people thank me a lot. And then what I did also is, yeah, self-reflection. I was thinking about my relationship, about what I want and what I want in life, like some philosophical contemplations. I kind of do them a lot. Yeah, I invested in people during this time, forming a relationship, working with, not working, but yeah, I'm more about how I can have time more with my loved ones and close ones, so yeah, that was so good. And what I also very much liked and adored about this time is that my ability that I'm able to touch and be touched by my loved ones, and that is something that I think also I cannot not do and survive without. I can and I need ability to have my close people and have to touch them and be touched and just hang out in this very tactile environment. So yeah, for me, something very, very important to have the support of the people that I love. So yeah, this is one other question that I answered. There is more.

ChatGPT said:

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Your reflections highlight a strong alignment with your values and strengths, particularly in fostering connections, sharing knowledge, and self-awareness. Let me know if you'd like to dig deeper into how these can shape your path forward!

You said:

I think people thanked me a lot, this is another question, and they asked me about this kind of things. For example, they asked me to connect them with some kind of communities or information or like someone that I might probably know, or they also asked me to help with like double checking some rules, regulations, or like exam deadlines, and other stuff that we need to do. They asked me a lot how to deal with some programs, some software, I was kind of good at it and still good at it, so that was one of the things that I had recently, a lot of the people approaching me, and what else? Another question. Another question is basically I think what also I cannot not live without is realizing and fulfilling my ideas, and my own ideas, and I'm very good at it, and I really want to do that, and then practice creativity, basically, this is something that I enjoy, and I did some kind of stuff like that. I do want to practice my imagination, I do want to practice the idea of me exploring stuff. I really liked in the childhood just to go around in the city, and just look at the things at a different angle, and kind of find very cute little details that nobody sees, seem to, at least that nobody sees, and make a picture of it, or just like, I don't know, just enjoy about things like that. What else? I liked a lot. Yeah, I liked a lot, and I've done a lot of things like that, organized something for my community, and have crazy evenings, and just be surrounded by people. I liked a lot how to, I liked a lot to organize my happy birthdays, because this is something that I want to organize for my friends, and then I want these friends to get to know each other, and hang out with each other, so that's something that I do enjoy a lot. And another thing, it will be in the next video.

ChatGPT said:

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Your talents for connection, organization, and creativity shine through here. Let me know if you’d like suggestions for turning these into actionable plans or exploring how they can align with your career and life goals!

You said:

What kind of conversations I initiated a lot, and I do initiate those kind of topics a lot. I think I've asked a lot about family, usually relationships. I asked a lot what people eat. I ask a lot about or tell people about career development and career and profrientation and those kind of things. And like, yeah, I like it a lot in the language learning as well, or learning. Yeah, what else? Yeah, the way they organize their own learning, those kind of topics. But also I like to ask these kind of questions. For example, what we will do next, how this connects and brings us to our goal, what is our goal, and why this goal is like this. I also ask a lot why I do this, why you do this, and all the questions about motivation and other stuff like meaning, deeper meaning. I ask people and I ask myself what I like to do, what do you like to do, what do you enjoy. Also, I like how this helps you in your end goal. Yeah, and kind of helps to understand and connect people with the idea in the future, like what they want. I also talked a lot about justice and fairness and indigenous rights, I think, and balance of the power and each person's opinion inclusivity. That's something that deeply resonates with me. I am good at facilitating skills, facilitating dialogues. Apparently, that is so interesting. Yeah, another question. I will answer other, like there were other questions and I will answer them.

ChatGPT said:

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Your ability to facilitate meaningful conversations and align people with their goals is a powerful skill. Let me know if you'd like strategies to apply this to your projects or relationships!

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You said:

Sometimes I'm not okay when someone is trying to take some part of my job, and I feel resistance I think when people try to take function or ideation or planning kind of thing. That is something that I do love and enjoy to do, and that is something that I'm not easy when someone trying to do that, like to tackle it instead of me. Yeah, maybe something related also with the organization of things, how to organize the work, ideating this. This is something that I do not enjoy when someone tackles. And also there are some verbs that I wrote, and I'm not sure why I wrote it. But anyways, I do enjoy walking. I do enjoy walking in terms of physical activity, I think. This is the physical activity that I do enjoy most. And then I like reading. Reading also helps me. I like reading or rolling my body. Walking and reading are basically something that excites me in a way, or help me stay energized, I don't know. And then reading also actually soothes me and makes me calm very much. And then rolling of my body with roller and balls and etc. That also makes me very calm. And then self-reflection, some sort of journaling exercises or narrative therapy, or I don't know, just therapy in general. That is something that really helps me a lot. And then creating art, creating posts, writing poems, drawing. That's something that helps me also self-reflect. I really, really, really much hold people, hug people, and just be with people in a way that I enjoy, because I do not enjoy a lot of the people, like a crowd. But I do enjoy some kind of connection. And then physical connection is something that I really deeply enjoy doing as well. And I am good at enduring theory. If I like the theory, I'm good at creating some kind of goal, keeping in mind some kind of goal that we have, like some assignment or goal. For example, I like to synthesize theory, like take or analyze theory and abstract information and take out some important information and then restructure it in a way. I created an essay structure and I was pretty good at it. I'm good at creating some kind of actionable plan, at least creating, planning, not really sticking to it, but just the ideating part of it is pretty easy. I like creative ideation process and I cannot not do it. I am organizing communities all the time. I found the mastermind kind of approach for organizing communities and I really, really like it. And I will also explain other stuff that I like.

ChatGPT

Understood. Here are the key points you’ve described:

Protectiveness Over Roles:

Resists when others try to take over ideation, planning, or organizational tasks—areas you strongly enjoy and want to handle yourself.

Physical Activities and Calming Practices:

Enjoys walking as a form of physical activity.

Finds reading soothing and calming.

Uses rolling the body (with rollers or balls) to relax.

Engages in journaling, therapy, or narrative exercises for self-reflection.

Creates art (e.g., poems, drawings) to reflect and express feelings.

Social Connection:

Values close, intimate connections rather than large crowds.

Enjoys physical closeness (e.g., hugging, holding loved ones).

Theoretical Engagement and Synthesis:

Good at understanding and synthesizing theory or abstract concepts.

Skilled at setting and remembering goals and aligning tasks with these goals.

Strong at extracting key information from complex materials and restructuring it, such as in essay outlines.

Ideation and Community Building:

Loves ideation, planning, and designing actionable steps.

Frequently organizes and connects communities, using approaches like masterminds.

Would you like to continue exploring or start connecting these insights to specific career pathways or personal development plans?

(Corrected “profrientation” to “orientation” in the previous messages if needed.)

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Here's a generalized list of your strengths, preferences, and activities you enjoy, organized into key themes:

1. Synthesis and Structuring of Knowledge

Restructuring complex or abstract information to make it clear, accessible, and actionable.

Synthesizing theory and creating actionable plans or essay structures.

Writing blogs or creating content that shares and organizes knowledge.

2. Ideation and Creativity

Generating and developing new ideas for projects, communities, or assignments.

Enjoying creative processes like writing, drawing, crafting, and poetry.

Initiating and fulfilling personal ideas, turning concepts into reality.

3. Community Building and Connection

Organizing communities and events around shared interests.

Networking and matchmaking people with opportunities, information, or others.

Facilitating discussions and debates to enable deeper connections.

4. Facilitating Dialogue and Relationships

Helping people connect with each other, their goals, and themselves.

Encouraging inclusive dialogue and ensuring every voice is heard.

Exploring how people connect on societal and community levels.

5. Organization and Planning

Excelling in ideating and planning work or events.

Enjoying organizing tasks, rules, and instructions in structured ways.

Developing strategies for group dynamics, such as mastermind approaches.

6. Self-Reflection and Emotional Understanding

Deeply valuing time for self-reflection, journaling, and narrative therapy.

Processing emotions and understanding personal motivations.

Helping others explore their goals, values, and motivations.

7. Physical and Sensory Preferences

Enjoying walking as a preferred physical activity.

Finding calmness through body rolling, physical connection, and tactile engagement.

Needing physical closeness with loved ones for well-being.

8. Knowledge Sharing and Exploration

Collecting, curating, and spreading knowledge that resonates with others.

Exploring topics like justice, fairness, career development, and food systems.

Supporting personal and societal connections through knowledge exchange.

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Common Themes

Connecting People and Ideas: Whether through community-building, matchmaking, or facilitating discussions, you excel at bringing people and ideas together.

Organizing and Synthesizing: You enjoy taking abstract or complex topics and turning them into structured, actionable forms.

Creativity and Ideation: You thrive in generating and realizing ideas, particularly those that lead to personal or community growth.

Self-Reflection and Emotional Depth: You prioritize understanding yourself and helping others do the same, often through meaningful dialogues.

Unique Traits

Ability to connect seemingly unrelated ideas into cohesive narratives or actionable plans.

Strong preference for tactile connection and physical closeness with loved ones.

Deep interest in facilitating societal and community-level connections.

Would you like this refined further or framed for specific goals, such as career planning or personal growth?

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You said:

Okay, here is a question. What I cannot not to do, like what kind of things that I'm always doing and I cannot not do, I enjoy them very much and I cannot think of my life without them and that's actually really hard to to pinpoint like what those kind of things are. Can you help me to guide me with questions maybe in order to try to remember what before I had those kind of maybe things before, like what are those, I don't know. Can you help me?

ChatGPT said:

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Sure, let's explore this step by step. The goal is to uncover the essential activities or patterns in your life that are so intrinsic to you that you "cannot not do" them. Here's a structured way to reflect:

1. Memory Triggering Questions

Childhood Joy: What did you love doing as a child, even when no one told you to do it? What made you lose track of time?

Effortless Action: What activities feel so natural that they don’t feel like work, even if they involve effort?

Obsession or Flow: Is there something you’ve found yourself obsessing over or getting “in the zone” while doing?

Daily Repetition: What’s something you do almost every day without being prompted or even realizing it?

2. Emotional Resonance

Intrinsic Motivation: What are you drawn to doing, even when there’s no reward or external validation?

Fulfillment: What leaves you feeling deeply satisfied or “at peace” afterward?

Non-Negotiables: What do you feel restless or incomplete without?

3. Social and Relational Patterns

Contribution: What do people naturally come to you for help with?

Connection: Do you find yourself constantly initiating certain types of conversations or connections (e.g., helping, teaching, exploring ideas)?

Facilitation: Do you naturally facilitate group dynamics, inspire change, or spark ideas for others?

4. Challenges or Resistance

Conflict: What are you so committed to that you feel resistance when others try to take it away?

Overwhelming Need: What’s one thing you’d fight to keep doing, even in hard times?

5. Sensory and Physical Experience

Body Clues: Is there an activity that leaves you feeling energized or calm, as if your body “knows” it’s right?

Tactile Joy: Are there physical sensations or processes (like creating with your hands) you return to repeatedly?

Follow-Up Action

Reflect on your answers to these questions and look for patterns. If you’d like, share your reflections, and we can dig deeper together to pinpoint those intrinsic activities. Sometimes these are so integrated into your life you might not recognize them until you step back.

You said:

Yeah, I have some reflections. So, in childhood, I was reading. I was browsing the Internet and reading a bunch of stuff. Basically, I was feeding my curiosity. I played games with friends, like in the yard, like on the street, in the parks. I was doing Lego, basically the constructor thing. I was doing a lot of self-reflection, like writing or ideating something, like writing some ideas. So, yeah, that's what I was doing. One time on the sabbatical, I lost track of time when I was researching articles. Or just trying to put together some kind of database or complex idea, like everything in one place. For example, I wanted to organize some kind of database for all sex, gender questions, like some kind of constructor where people can go here and then they will find this question and they will reflect and then they will understand more about sexuality and gender, for example. So, it's a very practical thing. One of the projects also I had is to understand what is the STDs and what are those, what are the myths, what are the real things and how to test them for them. That was one of the projects that I had. Another one right now is food, food and nutrition, malnutrition, food security, trade things. Everything that's related to this, I find it very interesting and then I'm trying to understand it, put a lot of input in myself and then create some structured output. But also very practical and applicable. And then I did sending or spreading information, opportunities to people based on their interests, based on who they are. I just have this link in my head, instant almost. Like, okay, this is this and I need to send it to this person, something like that. And this is a way to connect with them, I think, connect to people for me. Also, I like when people connect to each other in my network, when they find opportunities useful because of me or something like that. Yeah, I would have a very deep sense of satisfaction when someone will find my posts useful or the information that I shared or people that I kind of match with, like people, yeah, they match, they find it useful. I think self-reflection again, because that helps me calm down, that's why I feel calm. Also, relationships, something that I cannot live without, basically, that makes me very complete. The romantic ones and the friends, very close friends, with them I feel more energized, more stable, more grounded and that's really what makes me very happy and feel myself complete, kind of way. Yeah, and then also this ability to touch and be touched by my loved ones, this is something I think that it's really, really, I'm missing right now, at least in my life, and that is very interesting. That is the first part.

ChatGPT said:

ChatGPT

Your reflections reveal several core activities and patterns that seem intrinsic to who you are. Here’s what stands out as activities you “cannot not do,” paired with some deeper observations:

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1. Feeding Your Curiosity

What you do: Reading, researching, organizing complex ideas, creating structured outputs.

Why it matters: Curiosity fuels your need to understand the world deeply, make sense of it, and then create something useful out of your understanding. You thrive when you can dive into knowledge and synthesize it into actionable frameworks.

Examples: Researching STDs, creating a gender/sexuality database, exploring food security.

Key insight: You’re a natural knowledge gatherer and synthesizer, driven by a desire to make information accessible and practical for others.

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2. Connecting People and Opportunities

What you do: Instinctively linking people to ideas, opportunities, or each other based on their interests and needs.

Why it matters: Connection isn’t just about relationships; it’s about facilitating

You said:

Other things that I found in Joyful is people ask me to connect them with community's information, or they ask me to confirm and double-check some kind of rules or regulations, which I'm good at, or they need to double-check the exam dates, for example. I have a more deep sense of satisfaction when I am able to realize or fulfill my own ideas, or in general, practice creativity. I like to roam in the city, find little details, make a photo of them, and then just look at it and enjoy these little things. And this sense of discovery when I'm just roaming in the city without any kind of goal in mind, this ability to be amused, I find it very, very deeply satisfying to have that, wow, amusement, something like that. And then also organize something for my community of the people, have some kind of cozy evenings, some events, some parties where people enjoy each other and we share emotions and have fun, which is something that I enjoy very much. Not specifically be on the front of this event, but maybe facilitate it in a way and then organize the structure of it so we can have a flow and then enjoy it. This is the second part, there will be a third part as well, or maybe a fourth as well.

ChatGPT said:

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You’re uncovering rich and meaningful patterns here. Here's what stands out in this second part:

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**3. Being a Community Anchor

What you do: Organize events, facilitate cozy gatherings, and create shared emotional spaces where people connect and have fun.

Why it matters: You deeply value building a sense of belonging and joy for yourself and others. Being the one who fosters flow and connection gives you purpose.

Key insight: You don’t need to be in the spotlight; your fulfillment comes from enabling others to feel at ease and connected.

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**4. Curiosity and Discovery in Everyday Life

What you do: Roam cities, notice small details, take photos, and revel in the sense of “wow” and discovery.

Why it matters: This taps into your creative, observant side and connects you to the beauty of the present moment. It reflects your ability to find meaning and joy in the ordinary.

Key insight: Exploration and visual discovery are grounding and recharging for you. They help you stay inspired and connected to yourself.

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**5. Practical Creativity and Problem-Solving

What you do: Fulfill your own ideas, double-check rules or information, and serve as a reliable resource for clarity and accuracy.

Why it matters: This reflects your practical intelligence and creativity. You don’t just dream; you make your ideas actionable and tangible.

Key insight: Your sense of accomplishment and satisfaction is tied to seeing your ideas come to life and helping others navigate complexity.

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Themes Emerging from Both Parts:

Connection: You thrive on connecting people, ideas, and emotions.

Curiosity: Discovery—whether intellectual or sensory—is a core driver.

Practical Creativity: Turning complex ideas into structures, outputs, or events is deeply fulfilling.

Facilitation: Your satisfaction often comes from being the enabler, not necessarily the center of attention.

Take a moment to reflect on how these resonate with the first part before diving into the next!

You said:

So what kind of conversations I end up, I'm feeling that I'm like doing a lot, starting initiating what kind of conversations. Actually, it's not conversations, I think it is mostly like questions. For example, what we'll do next after this, what will be, how this connected to our end goal, what is our goal basically, why we're here, why we do this, why I do this, why you do this, trying to understand the motivation, a deeper motivation of a person, what do you like to do, in general, to understand what people are passionate about, how this can help you in your achieving your end goal, that's something that I also enjoy. I enjoy speaking about just in fairness, I think, and balance of the power, and also the importance of inclusivity, and how important to include the people, and provide them the quality of consideration. I think that is something that I am deeply passionate about, as well, and I start, I always find myself starting a conversation or like turning conversations over these things. I am actually very good at facilitation, and there was one question that you had, are you good at facilitation? And I said, simply, yes, I'm good. Do you naturally facilitate group dynamics, inspire change, or spark ideas for others? Yes, I am. All those things. I feel resistance when people try to take facilitation or ideation planning parts from myself, and then I, what is that, I laugh, also, organize, ideate, how to organize, work, so, yeah, those kind of things, I think, I enjoy doing, and it's not specifically, what is the, yeah, what is the overwhelming need, what you would fight to keep doing, even at hard times, yeah, I would probably fight for organization part, like ideation part, designing part, that's like very important for me. What I will, bodily sense, I sense, I would walk, I think, I will find that very enjoying, and then reading, also, for me, something interesting, I found something calming for me, it's reading, also, rolling and self-reflection, some kind of journal or whatever, and therapy, for example, and then, just focusing, maybe, on little details, like some mindfulness practices, also, works well on me, like, but, like, mostly related to movement, like, moving around in the city, or just walking, right, or just, like, what helps me, as well, to come down, maybe, some Tai Chi, or mindfulness practice, but, like, when I walk, not when I sit, and walking also energizes me, as well, so, but it's, like, it should be fast-paced walking. What else? What are the physical sensations or processes you return to repeatedly? I think holding people, hugging people, I think this is something that I really, really enjoy and miss, especially with the ones that I, with the people that I really love, and, and, and respect, and, yeah, I miss them, and hugging them, and holding them, and just, like, seeing them, maybe, in a way.

ChatGPT said:

ChatGPT

Thank you for sharing all this. Here’s a breakdown of the activities and patterns that emerge from your reflections in this third part, combined with the earlier ones. These help clarify what’s essential and joyful for you, as well as what you “cannot not do”:

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**1. Facilitation and Ideation

What you do: Facilitate group dynamics, spark conversations about motivation, fairness, and inclusivity, plan and design processes or events.

Why it matters: You thrive on creating structure and clarity while ensuring inclusivity and justice. Your role as a facilitator isn’t just about efficiency—it’s about purpose, connection, and empowering others.

Key insight: You’re protective of this because it’s core to your sense of identity and contribution. Being the one who organizes, ideates, and helps people align with their goals is deeply fulfilling.

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**2. Curiosity about People’s Motivations

What you do: Ask deep questions like “Why are we doing this?” “What’s your end goal?” “What motivates you?” to understand others’ passions and align them with collective outcomes.

Why it matters: You’re driven by a desire to connect with others on a deeper level and create meaningful outcomes by understanding their “why.”

Key insight: These conversations aren’t just intellectual—they connect people to their purpose and build relationships. It’s a way you nurture and inspire.

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**3. Physical and Emotional Connection

What you do: Hugging, holding, and being physically close to loved ones.

Why it matters: Physical touch is a grounding and energizing experience for you, providing comfort, joy, and a sense of connection.

Key insight: This is a non-negotiable emotional and physical need, especially with people you love and respect.

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**4. Walking and Moving

What you do: Fast-paced walking, moving through the city, Tai Chi-like mindfulness in motion.

Why it matters: Movement energizes and calms you simultaneously. It’s a way of clearing your mind, grounding yourself, and staying connected to your environment.

Key insight: Stillness can feel stifling, but movement unlocks creativity, emotional regulation, and inspiration for you.

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**5. Focus on Fairness, Inclusivity, and Balance

What you do: Start or steer conversations about justice, fairness, inclusivity, and empowering others through equity and understanding.

Why it matters: These are deeply held values for you, not just abstract concepts. They shape how you interact with others and view the world.

Key insight: You often take on the role of ensuring these principles are present in groups or systems, even when it’s challenging.

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**6. Calming Practices and Creativity

What you do: Reading, journaling, self-reflection, organizing thoughts, or creating something meaningful (e.g., designing systems, writing ideas).

Why it matters: These practices give you space to process your thoughts and emotions, explore new ideas, and feel productive in a calm, intentional way.

Key insight: Creativity and self-reflection are twin pillars of your mental well-being and sense of accomplishment.

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Themes Emerging Across All Parts:

Connection: Whether it’s through facilitation, physical touch, or meaningful questions, you’re driven to connect with people deeply.

Movement and Exploration: Walking, roaming, and discovery keep you grounded and inspired.

Justice and Inclusivity: Ensuring fairness and inclusion is not just a value—it’s a central force in your actions and conversations.

Synthesis and Output: You’re compelled to take in information, organize it, and create structures that are useful and actionable.

Facilitation: You naturally lead from the background, enabling others while creating a sense of flow and purpose.

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It’s clear that everything you “cannot not do” is tied to connection, curiosity, creativity, and justice. These give you energy, fulfillment, and meaning. How do you feel about this summary? Does it resonate with how you see yourself?

You said:

Okay, there is another question. So, before the explored question, what I cannot not do, so that was the question that I was asking, answering. And another question that we have here is, which types of organizations have you worked in so far? With the pains you had to endure among all of them and rank them worst to most bearable? So, let's remember, the first type of work I had is promoter. And promoter, it was a startup, like a company that sells clothes, I think. The pains of this was that I needed to understand to whom I give the flyer and to whom I do not give. And also be energized, I think, and happy and very, very kind of welcoming and just make people to stop and take my promoter leaflet and then, yeah, kind of engage with them. I think it was kind of hard. So, we need also to rank them, but I do not think that I am capable of ranking them at this point of time, but please help me with that. The idea of being energized and connect with people, engage with people in the streets with strangers, that was kind of challenging. And I, in theory, kind of endured. It was not something that I was very afraid of. But at the same time, I was not as good at it as well. And then also, I worked in one organization where I worked as a kind of salesperson, and I need to sell phones, devices, and then SIM cards mostly. And I worked in airports one time, and then the shopping malls. And one of the tasks we had is that we needed to talk with strangers. And I was not specifically afraid of it, like all the others, maybe shy or something. But yeah, I was not good at it at all. But I was just able to do this, basically overcome myself, and I was able to do this. But I had the pain of understanding who I need to give the flyer, the leaflet. And that was, I think, harder. And also, the critic of my boss about this, like that I'm not giving the leaflet to the right people, that was something that I didn't like at all. And that was very sad. And I think, yes, that's something we, that's why we didn't like maybe continue this side job that I had. So this is the first thing. I also will continue to answer this question in several parts. Please combine everything afterwards into like a single answer, generalize things out of like, find repeatable topics and themes and etc.

ChatGPT said:

ChatGPT

Got it! I’ll break down each part as you go, and once you’ve shared all your experiences, I’ll synthesize them into a generalized analysis. For now, here’s what we can extract from the promoter and salesperson experiences:

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1. Promoter (Startup selling clothes)

Tasks: Distribute flyers, engage strangers, appear energized and welcoming.

Pains:

Difficulty determining the "right" person to engage with (judgment-related stress).

Maintaining an outwardly happy and energized demeanor (emotional labor).

Feeling criticized for not meeting expectations or being perceived as not effective.

Strengths:

You weren’t afraid to approach strangers, showing resilience and adaptability.

You endured the discomfort, even though it wasn’t a natural fit for your personality or skills.

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2. Salesperson (Phones, SIM cards in airports/shopping malls)

Tasks: Engage with strangers to sell products, distribute flyers, and initiate conversations.

Pains:

Similar stress around deciding whom to approach and feeling criticized for making the “wrong” choices.

Being critiqued by superiors for not meeting subjective or unclear expectations.

Selling and self-promotion were tasks you could do but didn’t align with your strengths or passion.

Strengths:

You overcame shyness or discomfort to perform the job, demonstrating grit and a willingness to push yourself.

Despite not being a natural salesperson, you could interact with strangers effectively.

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Emerging Themes So Far:

Pain Points:

Emotional labor (forced energy, positivity, or engagement).

Feeling judged or critiqued for subjective decisions (like choosing who to engage).

Lack of alignment between tasks (e.g., sales) and your intrinsic skills/interests.

Strengths:

You’re resilient in challenging roles, even those outside your comfort zone.

You have the capacity to engage strangers despite initial discomfort.

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Let me know when you're ready with the next parts, and I’ll continue building this overview. Once we have everything, I’ll connect recurring patterns and insights.

You said:

Another job that I was after this promoter thing I worked is some organization which is non-governmental organization, NGO. But I worked there as like mostly volunteer and what kind of pains I endured there. One of the things that top pissed me off is that we didn't have like creativity and freedom to create our own projects. And that was something that I was like pissed off about. And then also we were very kind of led and or I don't know how to say we were kind of very pushed over some certain goals. So there wasn't as much autonomy and then I have to push these goals to my own subordinates. And that was also very awful. What I also endured there is that I needed to work with people from different backgrounds and different accents. And that was hard. And then yeah, the people with different kind of like difficulties or disabilities in a way. And that was also very hard and challenging. And they need to be like stay calm and tolerant and do not get very, very frustrated. And that's something I think I was pretty easy to endure. I was very bad at enduring when somebody says that I need to do something and they do not explain why and we not agree why we do this. So that was very, very bad for me. Also I was not very good at like translating. I don't know how to explain this. Like or maybe dealing with something. For example, we need to deal with the externalities of the partnerships. And like this partner required this and that. And I'm like it is not specifically related to a project and I don't want to deal with that. So that was I think something also not as good from my side. Like following the partner side which wasn't specifically related to the goal of the project and like the idea behind it. And I was like I'm sorry, I don't know. So that was the idea about the one non-Garmore organization work that I've done. But yeah, this is the second part. There will be another part. Please combine them all later.

ChatGPT said:

ChatGPT

Got it! Here's the breakdown of your NGO experience, highlighting the pains, challenges, and strengths as they connect to the previous insights.

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3. Volunteer Role (NGO)

Tasks: Implement goals, manage subordinates, work with diverse populations, deal with partners' demands.

Pains:

Lack of Autonomy:

No freedom to create your own projects or take initiative.

Being forced to push externally imposed goals onto others without clear reasoning or mutual agreement.

Externalities and Partnerships:

Frustration with dealing with tasks unrelated to the core purpose of the project (e.g., accommodating partner demands).

Diversity Challenges:

Navigating different accents, backgrounds, and disabilities required patience and tolerance.

While you managed, it added emotional and cognitive effort.

Top-Down Leadership:

Resistance to unclear, unexplained orders and lack of transparency.

Strengths:

You stayed calm and tolerant, even in challenging interactions with diverse groups.

You had the drive to question and critique structures that didn’t make sense or align with your values (autonomy and purpose).

Despite frustrations, you could manage subordinates and implement goals effectively.

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Emerging Themes from All Three Roles:

Pain Points:

Lack of autonomy and creative freedom.

Emotional labor in managing people or engaging with strangers.

Resistance to tasks misaligned with the project’s core purpose or your own principles.

Criticism or top-down directives without clear explanations.

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