Journal Entry 05/01/2025

Mothers Side

Fathers Side

5/12/25 Painful Heart Compression

Emerging Theme: Relationship to Power, Authority, & Identity

I’ve come to realize that I haven’t yet learned how to share power in a healthy way—often swinging between being overly submissive or overly controlling. This dynamic has been closely tied to my identity and sense of worthiness. It led me to unpack my relationship with authority and power, and to explore how these patterns have shaped my sense of self, as well as my capacity for vulnerability and intimacy.

betrayal / powerlessness / not able to protect Myself or others from this masculine force that betrays the woman and disrespect her to get what it desires and needs.

Perceive receiving love as danger / or manipulation

Create pathway for exploration

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