Events + Feelings & Awareness

Events + Overall Feeling & Awareness

Below are highlights of key experiences and the corresponding energetic and emotional responses I’ve had during our various interactions. Each event reflects a combination of external circumstances and internal awareness, offering insight into the flow of energy, my overall feelings, and any shifts or constrictions experienced.

Experience Chart

Experience Chart

Event

Energy and Vibe

Experience Notes

Picnic by the River

Nurturing, peaceful, with a sense of sweetness in the air.

Night Out on the Town (DJ/Reggae Band)

Channels fully open, free-flowing, with a lot of heart energy; humorous and adventurous.

Dinner at Your Place

Chill, spacious, filled with gratitude and kindness.

Felt a sense of time and energy constraint due to the situation with Sheer, yet still had a willingness to connect more deeply.

Kayaking (Bush Concert)

Open, flowing, humorous, attentive, and fun.

Meeting Upon Arrival from Maui

Open-hearted, kind, beautiful energy, and beautiful reconnection point.

The field felt very attuned.

Bhakti Event

Open and beautiful, with waves of constriction at times, followed by a full opening of energy centers which led into the flow of alot of heart energy.

- During the wait for food, dense energy and difficulty moving began to surface - Experienced contraction in heart and solar center. - Intense discomfort in heart/solar center after you left. - Sleep was difficult; felt life force draining. - Woke up feeling depleted and heart closed off.

Last Meeting

Felt nausea in the morning after integrating energy from the last engagement. Almost canceled.

- Experienced similar density in the field after Bhakti event. - Rigid energetic structure made dialogue challenging. - Field oscillated between open and closed states; took a lot of energy to stay present.

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Reoccurrence: I recall another time when I mentioned a similar experience I had with you and expressed a desire to clear the field. It involved the way I felt some of our meetings ended abruptly, leading to a sudden closing of the energetic field, which caused my system to contract. I’m curious if there’s any connection between that and the current field dynamics.

Physical Responses to Energy Contraction

When the energy field shuts down, I experience a range of challenges: memory and intuition seem to shut down, it becomes hard to breathe, my thoughts lose clarity, and my energy body feels contracted.

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