This company does not work out and I end up with another incomplete venture
Attention brings negative consequences like Lawsuit or Retribution Requests
Use of substances interrupts workflow and people are hurt
I move into the Not Self and fall back into conditoning
No one and nothing wants what I have to offer
This is not the thing that I am here to do
I fall back into old habits of using and abusing to make good happen
I live the life that I’ve always seen possible and transmute the suffering of this life
I lose money or let down the people that are involved in this venture